Human Guinea Pig-Trial 1

I'm tired of reading erowid experiences and wikipedia info that could be incorrect, so I'm going to try stuff on my self now, none of that weak SWIM junk, it's me. I'm not waiting for my idiot doctor to do their job and get me a referral to a psychiatrist or someone who can prescribe meds, so eff that mess, I'll do it how I've done it my whole life-by trusting in myself. Everyone else will fail or turncoat at some point. But enough emo drivel, let's get it in.

Phenibut, trial one, day one.

Status-Depression holding at 77%

Hermit tendencies at 98%

Suicidal Ideations-07%

7:17pm

Full stomach, slightly overfull really, darn pizza earlier.

Taking 1.5 grams to start, will insufflate some tomorrow due to possibility of breakdown in stomach, would like to try insufflating anyhow, may as well.

Planned activities:Tunes, writing, work on game

719-720 ingesting

721 done

now the waiting game.

954 took 1000mg more, havent felt much yet, need to find out half life.

Anime (Gyo) time niggers!

-NOTE- Went to sleep at some point, disappointing.

Next morning

1145, chopped it up, made a line, straight up domed that junk.

Hmmm, got drip.Burned a bit, lost my snorting cherry lol

Lesse wat appens.

15 minutes later

Hmmm, not bad.

This is sum gud stuff

-Felt sped up

Now trying 5g popped then snorting a bit later. Should probably try plugging for completeness' sake.

Overall thus far-Feels good, not dirty at all. Clear headed wakefulness, not all spazzy and angry like stims, no moreishness either thank goodness. I think I've made a new friend.

Working on game also, decided on a name. Got some good artwork as well, shout out to my /del/ buddies.

I'm gonna go watch cowboy bebop.