Partial Victory

Well, I'm not posting from a library computer, so that's something. I managed to get the Acer Erecovery software started, and it started reformatting the xp partition for about a minute, then gave me an error and rebooted.

My ubuntu partitions are still fine though, and to be honest I'm beyond tired of putting up with constant problems and annoyances with xp anyhow, so I might just start down the linux path and become even more elitist when it comes to computing.

Anyhow, Sunday is when I chill out and get ready for the stress and cares of the upcoming week, and today has been almost entirely spent tooling about with my laptop, so I'm going to take the last of my kratom (Really good stuff, I think everyone should try it once), put on every episode of cowboy bebop and chill out so hard that I'll need to thaw in the morning. Stay cool folks, see you tomorrow!

Gotta love technology

I'd like to start off this post by apologizing for not keeping up with my posting schedule, which I never stated because I worried that I wouldn't keep up with it. Anyhow, my netbook got a massive malware infection, and I'm pretty sure its part of a botnet now, so I've been trying to reformat it, but the drive that contained all of the files got corrupt, so I had to recover and rebuild the partition, and that threw off the installation of ubuntu I had on another partition, so I had to re-install ubuntu as well. I'm actually about to restore the xp installation right now, as in, as soon as I finish this post.

Anyhow, I tried the Siberian Ginseng, which I found out after some research isn't really Ginseng, and felt the effects after about two days of use. I felt more energetic than usual, and didn't have nearly as much trouble remembering as I usually do when trying to remember short groups of numbers for a few seconds (like reading a telephone number then going and entering it on the computer, for instance). The energy boost didn't feel forced or  make me feel jittery, which is always a plus. Overall, I'd say it was a good purchase. Ikind of want to try real ginseng now to see if it's any better or worse than this.


Aside from that I'm about to start a new semester of school, and since I'll be taking mostly internet classes, I should be able to spend more time updating here, and was considering getting a real domain name for this place soon, as I'm really enjoying every aspect of blogging. Also past 6000 hits now, so thanks again to all my readers and fellow bloggers for all your support.

Charged up (sort of) like scarface

The things I ordered arrived a couple of days ago (calamus root,chorella and one other one that escapes me), but my computers been acting up so I've been busy fixing it while trying to register for school and whatnot. I'm not going to try them all at once, so I started with the calamus root. It felt a lot different than I thought it would. I had read a bit about it and how it has been used by al sorts of cultures going back thousands of years, and my favorite quote is from the Cree, who say that they can take calamus root and  "travel great distances without touching the ground."

After reading this I pretty much ordered it on the spot, but for some reason I thought it would be a sedative type of thing, and I was wrong, it's a stimulant through and through. I recognized the signs as soon as it began to kick in: the mild euphoria, restlessnes, and the kicker for me, feeling like talking to anyone within earshot about anything at all.

It didn't have the bad effects of....other stimulants thankfully, so no irritability, running over words, headaches or nausea, and after a couple of hours it was over. I enjoyed it, played some fighting games and finally felt like I could keep up with the com, then played online and lost as usual. Overall it was neat, but I don't see myself taking it regularly, as I'm looking for something to help with depression, not jack me up for a few hours. I'll be trying the chorella next.
Vitamin Shoppe - Super Chlorella, 1,000 mg, 100 tablets

"Jacked up and good to go!"

Gone for now

Ugh, thank goodness that's over. The shortest depressive episode I've ever had lasted part of a day, no more than a few hours. The longest I've ever had lasted six months almost to the day. They're different from person to person, and have been described a million different ways, but the best way I can describe mine is like having an endless gray fog surround everything on earth except you. It covers your friends and family, your job, hobbies, any desire or feeling as well, and leaves a totally empty feeling behind. The fog can come on at any time, and leave at any time, and once it does all you can do is get going again, and be glad that it's over.

I'm not dead, just a zombie

Hello everyone, thanks for all your comments, I'll be at 3000 hits before the end of this week if it keeps up!
I've been pretty busy with college, especially since the geniuses at the college I attend screwed up everything and dropped all my classes for this semester. In addition to that, I've been a little out of it since starting on a new medicine the "doctor" prescribed me, so I'm actually glad I don't have class right now, since falling asleep in class doesn't exactly endear you to the professor. On a site related note, the rotating script didn't work correctly, so I just added a list of some blogs that I check every day over to the right (------------------------------------>)
If your blog is older than a few days, not full of referral spam, not about something asinine or insipid, and not filled with pornography , drop me a line and I'll add it to the list. I'm going to go and watch fist of the north star, catch you next time!

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